21 days to go...

21 more days to my big day.. so how am i right now? I haven't updated this blog for a long time because I was so busy. Busy with the preparation and all. It's not easy you know...

The gowns are on the way already... and by the way it is not on the first I wast trying to choose. It's a complete different gown. Every gown is on the way. I've ordered the flowers, the photo and video coverage are reserved already, and also the hotel reservation is done... so what else? maybe the honeymoon.. but I don't know about it .. it's my fiancee's concern for now.

So how am I? I am tired... stressed up and i got nightmares... I don't know why... I think I am still okay... but i don't know why nightmares comes to me almost everynight.. maybe because I am just tired, and there are so many things in my head right now. But other than that I am just fine.

We had a fight last sunday but I am greatful with that fight because I know it made me stronger and made our relationship more durable.. I know that whatever happens he will always be here with me. I know God loves us and He ordained this relationship. I know it is God who made everything possible for us...especially this wedding planning. I know God will not leave us and I realize that more last sunday. I love God and I love my fiancee...

Gowns part 2

It is exactly 119 days before my wedding...

The title is Part 2 and I think there will be another part of this gown crisis I have...

I still don't have a gown. I wasnt able to finalize my gown yet. But I have taken into consideration this two gowns on the right... So if anyone wants to help me please help me choose.. which is which.. gown A or B... if you don't like any of this gown then maybe you can suggest something else.

I know that I should be the one to choose..but I admit I am not good in choosing dresses.. I easily change my mind. So any help would be greatly welcome

Thank you very much!

Nursing board exam!

My sister pass the nursing board exam here in the Philippines.. before we got the news that she pass she went through alot of crying first.. why? here's how...


We all know that the result will be out on monday morning... she planned to turn off her cellphone by sunday night...


Early on sunday night she receive a text before she can turn her cellphone off.. it says that " we passed the board exam, hope you too and (a name she knew would have a hard time to pass the exam) will pass..." this is the message that she receive. A message that to her tells her that she didn't make it. Because if she make it then the sender would have to say "we pass the exam!" of course she will also look for my sister's name. But this is all that she receive. And that is the start of her agony. She was crying so hard and couldn't accept is because of the fact that she graduated in her class on the top. She is top 1 in her class and now here it is she did not make the board exam.

And so we are comforting her and telling her not to react immediately because she did not yet see the result. It was just a text message from a friend not a the official result. But she was crying so hard!

Her agony just added to my swirling mind who is alreadt thinking so much of my wedding problems..and here she is bawling in front of us!!

I called my fiance and he told me that to comfort my sister we should pray first and then go to the city to check in the internet. So we had a prayer band before we left to check the internet

And so when we arrive, we saw her name!! she pass the exam! of course she will.. I never doubted it... she was just so anxious and pressured. And now she is a registered nurse here in the Philippines. Next step for her is the state board exam in US. And we still pray that she will make it. I think she will make it too... God is with her

Gowns

My wedding is in 4 months time... and until now I can't decided what to wear... ahhh!!! this is killing me. I keep changing my mind. Everytime I am able to choose one after a day it looks awful to me already!! It seems all the gowns I found are all the same... this is too much for me already. I never thought a wedding would be as stressful as this...

I can't seem to find a gown that suits my taste. Please help!! I want something that is simple but yet elegant. It should have some sleeve, I'll be wed in my church so it should have a sleeve. and that's one problem I have. because almost all of the gowns I found are tube or in spagetti straps.

But I am hopeful that I will find that perfect gown for me. I know the Lord will help me and I know it won't be long that I will find it.

This wedding of mine is made happen because God give me a wonderful guy so I believe also that He will give me the right gown for me.

God bless us all!!